(1 Don't you bring me down | Kick me when I'm down) [04 Dec 2009|11:29am] jessicachanel Random Stuff: This time of the year makes me really really paranoid. More so than usual if thats possible. Ex: I was so frenzied leaving the house this morning that I did not even bring my lunch. lol Life also just keeps getting weirder and weirder. I went to visit Becky today and we got on the subject of how life will be different in 10 years. I came to the realiztion that in six months, my life will be completely different (I hope). It was strange to sit there and realize that. Don't Drop the Ball. It's become like my mantra. I may not get a 4.0 this semester. The guy I have for myth refuses to grade anything. He also never assigned half the assignments, so where the heck are those points going? hmmm Damn you, musicals, I also don't know my grade in that class either. I have to accept the fact that it might not be straight A's. I hate being a perfectionist. I feel like I accomplish allot everyday. But this time of the year, I feel like its never enough. I also have law school applications due soon, and thats another stressor. You know its gonna be a bad day when you put the money in the vending machine, press the button for a coke, and out comes a Spirite. Thats gotta be like a sign or something. Best part of my day so far: I sat with Library Hottie this morning, and he gets up to leave and puts his hand overtop of mine to say good-bye. I want him so bad. (and I shouldn't be thinking that, its denting my karma) I have a bargain with a higher power, that if I get three items in the next six months, I'll do something really good for this world. I think its a good bargain. My three items are: 1) 4.0 for final two semesters 2) Law School Acceptance letter 3) College Diploma in May There are some other things I'd like as well, but I'm not greedy, if the top three happen, I'll be amazed. Kinda pointless entry but I got to vent.

(3 Don't you bring me down | Kick me when I'm down) [30 Nov 2009|10:20am] jessicachanel Law School Application requires me to submit my high school transcript. You gotta be kidding me. It also requires that I submit a transcript from the two classes I took at Neumann during high school. The application is so much more difficult then the college application was. GOAL: Finish my law application by the end of the week. *Including personal statement* Now that I wrote it, this will motivate me to do it.

(Kick me when I'm down) [29 Nov 2009|08:40pm] jessicachanel As God is my witness, as God is my witness they're not going to lick me. I'm going to live through this and when it's all over, I'll never be hungry again. No, nor any of my folk. If I have to lie, steal, cheat or kill. As God is my witness, I'll never be hungry again.

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